I created such a safe space for my self on that unit and there was no way I could let it become anything else. The workload is tedious and you despise them. We’ve all been there had that nurse whose mind is elsewhere or just doesn’t want to be there. With the job already hard how could I possibly add to my colleagues work load. So I quit, I knew that I couldn’t go back knowing that at my worst I had showcased behaviours that were out of character. You have to allow things to breath have space to heal. Nope it only emphasised that plasters are only temporary protection. I decided to take a career break and honestly I thought it would be great time away to come back refreshed. So how do you take care of people when you’re struggling to take care of yourself. I told you I was going to be keeping it all the way real. If I’m keeping it all the way real there have been moments when I can honestly say I didn’t want to be here. I struggled to get out of bed, to organise my life. I struggled! have struggled with th most mundane of things. Behind the bubbly out going nature you’re all used to. We have all been under immense pressure, as the NAH has navigated through many a bumpy sea and somehow still managed just to cling on to this vesselĪfter many franc conversations with my best friends my I knew my metal health was in tatters. ![]() I can honestly say it’s a little of this and a lot of that and the professional was only the little. Fast forward to today and ask me what happened so drastically that meant I’d considered leaving the profession. Nevertheless I made it.įast forward a few years, I found an amazing job which I started in March 2016. Like a lot of things in my life I took the scenic route and didn’t make life as straight forward as it really could have been. I started my nursing journey in September 2009 at Birmingham city university. As we all know there are so many intricacies to life and without exposing my soul fully, lets get real for a moment. Now if love for it to be as simple as I’ve fallen out of love with nursing and I’m done with it. ![]() ![]() What I’m really eluding to is my career, yup that’s right only 4-5 years in and I’ve got the itch. I suppose that’s where I’m at.īefore we go any further, I’m not here to harp on about brexit! Every time I get up-to-date something else happens and I’m lost again. You really have to take all the moments you can to adjust and get yourself right. It’s been a while, when life comes at you fast.
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